I’ll tell you what I feel: I feel like the world lights up brighter than usual when you laugh with all the sincerity. I feel as if the world had gone mute and the only sound that reveberates is your laughter. I feel that I should just stop worrying about the uncertain future and live the moment with you because I don’t want to lose a single second in which you smile. It’s infectious. It’s sincere. It’s magical.
I don’t know about what will happen tomorrow. That’s why I’m living a day at a time and trust me it feels absolutely calming. The only thing affecting me is the feeling of homesickness when I’m not with you.